I'm too comfortable with the chaos and I'm too in love with the illness.
Depression; PTSD; BPD; ED-NOS; Cutting; Suicide Attempts; Hospitals
I'm just really fucked up.
14056) “Oh my god. She’s so skinny”, “She’s too thin”, “She looks ill”. There were words I heard while watching Natalie Portman in Black Swan last week. I knew I should have agreed, I know that I would never want to actually look like that (nor could I). Still, I couldn’t help but think, “You’re all wrong. She is beautiful in her insanity”. I’m a terrible person.